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Hey Witches

So I was thinking, well…that’s all I seem to do. I consistently cast spells on myself to help me get what I want/need but…they never seem to work. Every spell I write for someone else, or cast for someone always works. Has this happened to anyone else? It just confuses me. If I truly NEED something it seems to work, my protection spells seem to be extremely strong (thank goodness) – I also remember when I was young, I was riding my bike way too far away from home and I was so tired I called for help, for a “kind stranger” to give me a lift. Not even a few minutes later my friend had asked his older friend with a truck to come pick me up. This was before everyone had a cell phone so it shocked me that they knew exactly where I was. That was the turning point for me when I knew I had a gift.

So still, why do other spells seem to kind of go…poof? It scares me to be so open and honest on the internet, but I’ve been casting love spells on myself consistently for quite a while. I just cast one that was from a real traditional witch’s coven too. It has only been a week but I am not sure anything happened. I’m always afraid that I’m just cursed to be alone. Every time I meet someone whom I think could be a possibility, something INSTANTLY goes wrong. The very next day (I kid you not, every single time) I find out that the person was lying to me the entire time. I have dreams nearly on a nightly basis of being in a relationship, so I wake up depressed, just like I did today. So mind my terrible, dark, sad poetry every once in a while haha.

My very first love spell worked almost instantly and I’m just afraid that, I only had one shot and I messed it up. I am afraid that I pissed the spirits off when I was so greedy and ungrateful for what was given to me. I was 17, give me a little slack? Please? Ever since that relationship (to give you a timeline, I am now 30) I have had this issue… For 12 years I have been single, I have never dated anyone longer than about 5 days…is that really dating? When someone is interested in me my mind tends to block any feelings, and when I am interested in someone, they end up hurting me….every damn time. So I keep casting love spells. I just wonder if i am waiting for someone specific…or if I was waiting for someone who doesn’t exist anymore… Helping others magickally makes me feel very good so I will keep doing as such. I will always share my gift to you…but, I wish I could share it with myself from time to time.

So if anyone out there has ever had this problem, please tell me. Any guidance is appreciated. I just feel stuck. I’ve been able to help someone get pregnant, spice of their love life, bring success to their business, protect people from evil dark spirits, enact powerful curses to make someone wise up and change the horrendous, destructive path they were leading…but I can’t cast a simple love spell on me?! I’m not looking for a cosmic reward…Though the lottery numbers would be nice, spirits, you hear me? Maybe? COME ON…. I probably will add another love spell on my page with traditional aspects and a little Latin. It seems to be the most requested type of spell there is from my page. The language is infuriatingly difficult to translate, but I will try. Let me know what you guys think, I am always open for discussion.

Since this is a blog on witchcraft, I will leave you with a little magick…

Dream Lover

Ingredients:

Rose oil

Lavender

Sandalwood

Rosemary

A small thin bag/sachet

The Spell:

If you want to dream of your lover, follow this simple spell. Create a sachet with lavender, rosemary and sandalwood and place it under your pillow. Dab your pillow with a drop or two of rose oil just before bed. Close your eyes, breathe in the fragrance and think about your lover. Wave your hand back and forth across your pillow, feel the energy flow from your heart, into your palm and down into the pillow. Repeat this spell three times.

Somnium Amoris

(sohm-knee-um ah-more-ees)

When you fall asleep, he or she will appear in your dream. Do not have a lover? Do not think of anyone specific, just the idea of having someone. Your subconscious will do the rest, trust me!

Alright friends, I will end this blog here today. I hope some of you got something out of it, and I look forward to talking with you….as always…

sweet serenity,

Derek….

Love, Addicted – A DMagick Poem

Love, Addicted

love, addicted
never experienced
I yearn for you
I dream for you
I desperately seek you.
everyday the sun sets,
darkness falls over me,
surrounds me,
I stare into the nothing.
my thoughts run crazy
like raindrops on a windshield
at eighty miles per hour,
focus is never accomplished.
my only solace is the pillow
in which I lay my head.
tears do not fall,
fears consume all.
love, addicted
you appear,
your soft lips whisper in my ear
“I love you”
wrapped in your arms
forever after,
my heart beats as if for the first time
I truly smile
this is it.
I awake.
everyday the sun rises,
I yearn for you
I dream of you…
love, addicted
never experienced

 

 

Sometimes I need to just express myself. I decided to create a poetry category, so whenever I feel inspired to write, this is where they will be kept. My writing style is me just letting go. I let the words tell the story, I let my heart create the flow. I hope it can give you meaning as I think about this daily. I hope this is an ok detour off of my blog. I want to keep things interesting. I’m now assuming my love spell didn’t work, they never seem to. A love spell for me only worked once, ten years ago…maybe you only get one shot? Maybe I’ll try harder…

I’m addicted to love, that was the inspiration for this poem. I want you to interpret it the way you feel, but to give you a background on my reasons for it, I don’t believe I have ever experienced true love. I have loved deep in the past, but true love is different… and I want it, I feel like I need it…but i never get it. I usually dream about it nightly, which is the inspiration for the last part. That actually happened.. anyway. I hope you enjoyed it, feedback is always appreciated. I hope this inspires you to open up and let what is inside you out, it is of no use locked inside.

A long time ago I went by the name Cassonian, wanderer of the lost love..and it still holds true. I have this gift to sense what will happen in the ways of love for others, but never myself. I can usually sense pain, even if it is years in the future. People rarely believe me… I can only protect you if you let me. Someone close to me said he would rather experience love in hopes it will be forever even though he might get hurt, rather than to not try at all just to prevent the chance of getting hurt. My protective nature over him wishes he would choose the latter, but my heart connected to him and ultimately would choose the same as he… I’m going to go now. Be kind to people, you never know who is vulnerable and is in need of just a simple smile.

 

 

sweet serenity,

Derek….

The Witch Itch – And Magicks of Old

Why hello fellow readers!

I’m not getting a lot of readers to my blog, which is ok of course, but I figure if I just keep on truckin’ that I will eventually get some fans…hopefully anyway. So I’m going to write a random blog, under the random category. For pure entertainment value if nothing else. Those of you who do read my blog, I thank you! Please enjoy!

So the topic of this blog is The Witch Itch. Any witches out there probably know what i’m talking about before I even explain it in this blog. The itch is that feeling you get inside when you haven’t done magick in a while. The time when your energy gets built up with no release. I do suggest trying to release it in some way, a simple blessing, divination..anything. Magick that gets pent up can come out in odd powerful spurts…I honestly didn’t mean for that curse to be so strong, or maybe I did…anyway. Normally this forming energy would be used for a powerful ritual from the old ways. Practitioners would spend weeks or months summoning the energy needed to evoke the divine. To be the keeper of such power, such control would be a monumental feat, something I could only imagine.

I often wonder what it was like for the witches of times lost. I was speaking with a friend and we both came up with the same conclusion about magick and the old ways. Something happened in the past that isn’t on record. Real magick escaped the world some how. I personally feel there is this block that we witches cannot tap into. In today’s modern world, magick doesn’t serve a need as it once did, so that block has never been broken. We can do simple spells, enchantments, magick that makes sense, but true power lies beyond the veil of this plane. A place I have only seen while asleep.

I often dream of what I perceive the old days to be. Once I was fighting a fire demon. This bright red being flying in the air, there was nothing around me but a darkened dirty field. I had two people with me I was trying to protect. Bright yellow balls of light would fly out of my hands as I screamed the spell in a language unknown. I would not let the demon take those from whom I protected. I knew I was running out of energy, with every spell i cast, my power grew weaker against the demon. Unfortunately the dream faded after my power had run out. I do not know what happened next. These dreams are uncommon, but they still happen. Is it just my avid imagination, or is it a glimpse of the past? Who knows honestly.

I wake up trying to remember the spells I spoke in the dream, but for some reason, they instantly escape me. I can remember casting them, but never the words. Magick, like any other gift should be used properly. If every time I got the itch, I cast…well then I’d be in a big ol’ mess. People would have curses on them, I would have crazy lovers coming after my heart (well if one of my love spells ever worked). I bet I’d even call a storm on accident…again.

As I write this blog, I currently have The Witch Itch and I’m not entirely sure what I want to do about it. There are a few friends of mine who need protection spells, but they are both so busy, It’s difficult to get in touch. There are people out there who abuse power and it is very unfortunate. Both of my friends have come in contact with “witches” who contact the other side. It is from my understanding that once you open that gate from the other world, anything can come through and attach itself to you, so only those strong enough and protected enough can achieve the connection correctly. Does anyone know about summoning spirits? I would love to be educated. My next blog will probably be on banishing a spirit, I believe I have a Latin banishing spell. I also have discovered a banish for people in Latin that can be also spun into magick. I might even write it after this blog. Stay tuned my gentle readers.

sweet serenity,

Derek…